Monday, October 19, 2009

this is it. i'm leaving. no facebook, no hongkong drama, no newspaper, just my rifle and my buddy and meeeee...... wish me all the best. hehe.
and of couse i dont just live on facebook, hongkong dramas and newspapers.



我踏入地图上
一片消失的沙漠中,
我失去了名字,
失去了身份,
也失去了记忆。

地球不停地转啊转,
转啊转
转啊转
转啊转~
我究竟是在何时
脱离了地心引力,
消失在地图上呢?
i'm a straightforward person so i tend to say things that hurt/affect people. thats unintentional of course. that just happened again; i think i said something to my mom that made her rather upset. when i re-evaluate the whole situation from a mother's perspective, i'd be so darn disappointed with my child. words blurt out my mouth faster than my brain could process and censor them. so i rarely tell people to 'think before u say', because i never preach this.

when i get all agaitated and worked up, which i usually do, i become very unfriendly to everyone else who happen to cross my path. i cant understand why certain people can suppress their rage so well. if u're angry, u're angry la! some of my closer friends mightve experienced 'my-pattern', so i apologise. but that doesnt mean i'll change. hahaha. ok i'm sucha jerk.

that aside, i had a great time with my JC peeps on Sat. minghan brought camwhoring to a new dimension using a DSLR camera. i can tell he's really into photography, cause he even contemplated bringing a tripod out, (i'll never do that), so i assume he will go into the photographic profession. now u know who to look for to take your wedding pictures hahaha


Reuben James is super filling. i dont suppose thats the name of the pig that died to fill our stomachs.

cheese macaroni is h.e.a.v.e.n.l.y.

eh boy, what looking u?melissa.

laimeng. i didnt post unglam pics of u! hahaha

i'm a happy girl, in a happy worrrrrllld (:

i'm a happier girl, in a happier worrrrrllld (:

minghan's attaining enlightenment.

buddha jumps over the.....?

last but not least....

I DONT WANNA GO AUSTRALIA!!! hahahaha

Friday, October 16, 2009

i shall enjoy this long weekend before i go to hell. literally, go.to.hell. hahaha. i've heard many negative stories about the place i'm going to. hence i'm a stauch proponent of this cliche - igonorance is bliss. seriously, i'd rather be 'surprised' on the day i reach there than go there with a what-to-expect mentality. haha. its okay, perhaps i'll just treat it like another tekong confinement, just that its longer than 2 weeks, without proper sanitation and washing facilities, plus i get to eat sand and houseflies for my meals. woots.

supper gathering later, eggciting!

thats all for now folks, ciao! (:

Sunday, October 04, 2009

i hate packing.

every sunday, i'm reluctant to packing my belongings cause that shows that i have to return to camp. now i loathe packing for my trip, cause i dont wanna go! haha enough whining about the imminent trip, i'm quite worried if i had accidentally forgotten to bring the essential items. you know the feeling when you know that there's something back in your mind yet you just cant seem remember what that is. yea thats it.

yesterday was Mid-Autumn Festival. i realise i dont love mooncakes as much as before but i still ate a lot. haha one double egg yolk mooncake has 890 calories. zomg i refuse to calculate how much calories i have had this weekend. hahaha.

叶子的离开,是风的追求,还是树的不挽留?